prayin' for you

"Father God, I'm praying to you for somebody, who knows you Lord but just hasn't been seeing you in the right view lately, hear me out...

Father, i'm prayin for a friend he and i are pretty close. and out of all my friends for this one im concerned the most. He say he readin' daily but he aint really learning. He been in church but say that he aint moved by any sermon. His face weak, he ain't prayed in a week, he wake up and just weep with his face in the sink Lord, you gotta help my man, i'm prayin for him daily, he aint sinned but it just seem as if he's goin crazy. he say he's feeling trapped, cant even hit up the mall cus every lady's half-dressed temptin' him to lust and fall. He keep the tv off, videos just make him feel that he ain't really nothin without money, girls, and shiny wheels. The other day, he told me that he felt less a man cus he ain't have a five-year plan, or a piece of land. and man its crazy cus his family think so much of him, plus he got a godly wife who always showing love for him. but he's strugglin' even though he talk to me, i tell him what to do but he don't listen when he oughta'be. I'm scared for him, cus there's people that look up to him, he got some yonger siblings who been changed by what he's done for them but is it done for him? Lord don't let it be, if he dont wanna talk to you then Father hear from me. is it done for him, Lord don't let it be, if he don't wanna talk to you then Father hear from me...

Yea, i'm prayin for you, yea, i'm prayin for you

God, his condition is worsen since we were last conversin. and i'm with him now and he ain't doin well of this i'm certain. he say he's trying to trust you, doenst wanna disgust you but he was in teh midst of sinners and did not discuss you. and just today his anxiety's got the best of him, he knows Christ but for hours refuse to rest in Him. He's not the best of men but Lord i know he really loves you and i cant understand why lately he's not thinkin of you. People trust this dude, you could crush this dude, father he needs more of you i pray you touch this dude. what can i say to him, i'm determined to pray for him. Father empty and break him i pray you'll just have your way with him. cus there's a change in him and the effects are strong, i pray you open up his heart before the next song, and when he gets home i pray he'll open up the sixty-six book love letter you wrote and soak it up, cus he ain't hearin you, and he ain't feelin me and God i know it's killin you because it's killin me, and matter of fact there's something else he's concealing see, the person that I've been praying about is really me..."

- Lecrae