I'm like the prodigal son right now..doing everything that would piss of God, basically. Piss off my Dad. I seek the love from other things rather than the only thing(?) that could provide that love i'm seeking. It's like when you fall, you fall forward.. but honestly- how many more times do i have to fall to get the message? The world won't provide, Hannah. I gotta stop seeking its treasures when the treasures I seek are in His kingdom. Seriously. God sent his son to die on the cross so that people like me can have those treasures, but i just suck it all out and i walk away to do my own thing. No human reason or logic can understand why God accepts me time and time again. And honestly, maybe that's a good thing that we can't understand Him. It provides that extra barrier that says, He's God-you're sin. It's like Joe said in his sermon yesterday about having to choose one chair. God or the world.
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