what would Jesus do ?

i can't believe how overwhelmed i am already and the 1st week hasn't even finished. so many things are on my mind right now and i don't know where to start. i don't know how to keep my cool and be patient cus i was never that patient of a person to begin with. sure, my problems right now are pretty insignificant, but my insignificant brain doesn't seem to think so. i'm famous for stressing myself out easily you see.. -_-

everytime i just wanna throw my hands up and give up, or turn the blame towards someone else, i find that i can't. i end up turning the finger back to me. which then, makes me feel even crappier bcus i know that the battle that i was just in right now, with satan, was a complete fail. i know that when i let myself get really angry and emotional, i'm practically inviting satan into my heart arms wide open. anger and frustration just spreads inside you like a poison, and you can't really stop it but to drop down and pray. aaaaand, i wasn't about to do that on the sidewalk by chauncey..

i think i need to get in the habit of thinking the "WWJD" mindset whenever i have these little implosions. bcus i wasn't saying or doing anything that seemed upsetting, but i know God read and heard my thoughts and was just shaking his head.. "tsk tsk, you Fool".. or sometimes my sister would try to calm me down by asking how i would act if Jesus was standing right next to me.

idk i'm still kinda frustrated so i'm gonna nap it off.
i need some serious rebuking....sah.