O, me of little faith.

Why oh WHY is it so hard to have faith? after all that we've learned, all that we've read and been taught in Sunday school and finally in college, why is the most simple and basic thing the most complex and difficult thing to do?

I think i finally found out and realized what i want to do after graduate, and that's a miracle for me. and yet i find that the same things are still holding me back from going full out to achieving my goals. i wish my heart could just constantly remind itself of Luke 12:22- "Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat; or about your body, what you will wear." and then 24- "Consider the ravens: They do not sow or reap, they have no storeroom or barn; yet God feeds them. And how much more valuable you are than birds!"

gooshhh. all i can say is just push prayer. pray pray pray. praying until something happens. i pray not only for myself, but also for those of you who are reading this and are going through the same thing, about what you want to do with your life upon graduation. Luke 12:22-32.

and i leave you with this- constant repeat on my playlist.
it provides some kind of relief and relaxation...