I kinda realized tonight that I was in love more with God than with the world and my desire to be accepted, loved. It sounds a bit strange, but I always had an inkling of doubt in my heart that my love for God was the same or even less than my love for sin, but I think God helped me see Him and felt Him help me resist temptations.
And now, it doesn't seem as foggy anymore.

Wow! I think you are on to something profound here. It's obvious you're chasing after God. May the chase never end...
ReplyDeleteBlessings!