load off my mind

there's one thing you probably should know about me.

i treat the people i care about very much differently from those i don't give a crap about. sounds nice, right? but seriously- if i truly worried and cared and thought about someone, then that probably means that i'll go out of my comfort zone to say something that i think might help them somehow.

i'll be the first to admit that i hate confrontation. even if i don't agree to the slightest bit to what that person's saying, i'll sew my mouth shut and pretend to agree, and just deal with the discomforts of cognitive dissonance later on my own time. but every once in a while, i'll get attached and feel close to someone who i truly care about. with those people- i let them know what's honestly on my mind.

if i absolutely didn't care about what happens to that person, then i just won't give a crap and not say anything at a time like for example, if i think he/she completely crosses the line in some way or another. i'll just not say anything, and let that pass and be it. it might sound more lax and laid back, but to me, that's just plain heartless. on the other hand, me saying something actually means that i cherish that person's relationship with me.

just thought i'd put this out there, just because.