peace in turmoil

"Happy moments, Praise God. Difficult moments, Seek God. Painful moments, Trust God. Every moment, Thank God." - quoted from Rev. Run's tweet




It's the guilt of going back to God over and over again when i'm down, at my lowest and feeling the worst about myself and everything around me. 


And yet, He doesn't mind. In fact, it's what He prefers. 


Me running to back to Him over and over and over again, probably until the day I die...
Admitting that I'm a sinner daily... & He prefers that to me losing myself in something else. 






God, I truly and completely and absolutely don't deserve Your love.


.....and yet it's something that i'll never lose unless I reject it. You've given me the choice to accept or reject something so incredibly mind-boggling, that words don't do it justice.


no words in the English dictionary, or any human-made language can't do it justice..except for: 




love.