it bothers me that i rarely have anything interesting to say...lol, anyway.

Sundays are both a joy and a dread for me. I love waking up early and having something to do (aka. go teach sunday school) but it's so tiring for the regular worship service. I constantly battle with sleep, which is probably one of the frustrating things everr. bbbbut, regardless I love that I have something more to do on Sundays instead of just going to church. It reminds me of my high school days when I was so involved and active at church..it's a rush of old and new memories.

I was browsing through some of my old friends' xangas...and I really regret deleting mine. Even when I was actively on xanga and stuff, I'd always wonder how weird it would be to look back on 7-8 years of your life that you still remember...i dunno. I think i'm just feeling sentimental right now, :p

aaaaand 'tis another work day tomorrow. I love my job. I love all my students (98% of the time). and I love that I'm so busy. I just wish that I was good at keeping in touch with people back home. Things, new and great, are happening to people back home. And while i'm happy for them all (really, I am) I can't help but feel the slow sinking feeling that I'm being left behind. Which sounds totally funny, right? Bcus I'm over here living my life doing my own thing, and yet I'm worried about being left behind while other people do their own thing. It's almost like a flaw in my neural makeup of my brain...hahaha.

Bedtime. or, soon anyway.

:)