keep pressin on...

junior year = wowwww....

even i wasn't expecting this. i remember high school sophomore year, upperclassmen always told me that i've come to the end of the fun part of high school- from here on, it's study study study!! all work and no play. who thought this would be the same in college.!!

here i am, pulling another all-nighter. my exam tomorrow kind of needs to turn out well..i bombed my last exam and that was my first and last freebie exam. but despite my cross-eyedness and slowly numbing-mushy turning brain, i gotta ask myself- why am i doing this? what is this all for???

one simple answer..God.
all for the glory of God.

i take for granted lots of times that i'm at purdue. i complain day to day about its stinnky smells, problems with financial stuff, and other personal issues..but i never take the time to be really thankful and appreciate all that He's given to me. i don't deserve any of this..i'm one of the worst people out there! in moments like these, i just need to realax, take a step back,..and enjoy this. but more importantly, keep my priorities and motives fixated on Jesus Christ. i'm doing this all for Him...studying for him,..aiming for a good gpa so i can get a good job so that i can serve others. because that's what He wants us to do. not get the jobs that pay so we can benefit and spoil ourselves...no, but rather to serve others.

God loved the world, that he sent his one and only son.
i just need to remember that God sent Jesus to die for us. the least i can do is put all that i am doing for the glory of God.

there, i feel a little bit better and refreshed now.

:)