one GIANT door just slammed shut in my face. it was the loudest "NO" i'd ever heard in my life. i knew i shouldn't have put all my eggs into one GIANT basket..well at least most of them. i think this was probably one of the quickest answers i'd ever gotten back, EVER. it wasn't necessarily the answer i was hoping for...but still, an answer. God still gave me an answer so that i could start picking myself back up again. because an answer from God is still His answer.
it's funny though- i feel like i'm roaming around in the dark, kinda just clueless and waiting for my next hint, or nudge in the right direction. i can feel God's presence ever so close to me. it's odd...comforting, but odd. this feeling of having absolute no control over my future is, strange. ZERO control.
"For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the LORD, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future."
JEREMIAH 29:11
even though there's truth to this verse, it's back to sleepless nights plagued with incessant streams of bizarre dreams for me.
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