I had a dream last night that something like an apocalypse was happening that was forcing everyone to migrate..and my family was packing only the essentials hurrying to leave. and yet, all i was worried about were my clothes and pens. and then i woke up kind of panicking because i don't want some life-changing event to occur and instead of concerning over my soul, all i'm worrying about is earthly things. what if Jesus comes tomorrow, and i become like that rich man who didn't want to leave his money and house behind to follow Jesus? i wanna know that i'll be mature enough to leave all material things behind in order to pursue an everlasting and eternal life with God.